I thought I’d share this quote here.  Just a glimpse into the thoughts and desires shooting around inside me like a ball in a pinball machine.

Bad will be the day for every man when he becomes absolutely contented
with the life he is leading, with the thoughts he is thinking, with
the deeds he is doing; when there is not forever beating at the doors
of his soul some great desire to do something larger, which he knows
that he was meant and made to do because he is still, in spite of all,
the child of God.
— Phillips Brooks